An Experiment on Thinking
Listening, humility, inner peace, positive attitude, positive thinking, thinking errors October 16th, 2008“A man who does not think for himself does not think at all” - Oscar Wilde
Do you ever just stop to think?
I have a confession to make. I have a bad habit. It’s called thinking. Well okay, it’s not really a bad habit, but I sure do a lot of it these days. I used to just take everything as I “knew” it to be. Now, I’m constantly thinking - thinking about how to improve my life, improve my thinking. Everything I do originates with my thoughts so improvement must start there.
Last week after writing my last post on the realities we create for ourselves and after attending the last lesson of another SFT seminar simply to hone my skills, I went into deep thought and decided to conduct an experiment. I began to think about how we all view the world from our own set of rose colored glasses. This can be good, bad or neutral. Every time we see something or someone, every time an event happens or we hear about something we don’t actually see it as it is. In other words, we don’t just see the facts. We add our on “stuff” - thoughts, opinions, experiences to the facts and it actually becomes different to us than it really is.
This led me to conduct an experiment with myself. I decided that for two weeks that I was going to work at only seeing the facts in every thing, event, story, and person - or to see it for what it really is. I decided to try to remove all thoughts, ideas and opinions of my own and just observe things as neutral. Realizing I have a choice as to whether I see everything in a positive light or negative light, after these two weeks I was going to then purposefully attach a positive meaning onto everything. I have come a VERY long way as far as removing negativity from my thinking, but still I saw room for improvement.
I had many purposes for this experiment or things that I wanted to gain from it. Among them were:
To finish removing all negativity, filters and preconceptions from my thinking and see things objectively.
To become a better listener.
To see people as they are at the core - as God intended them.
To make myself even more aware of the choice I have to see things as negative or positive.
Some results of the experiment:
This experiment started out pretty good. I did start to see things very different and be more open. I worked hard to only name the facts about everything. That was good and it did open my eyes. One problem was that sometimes I would recognize a thought and change it to a more accurate thought, but sometimes I would just try to ignore it. Tension collected in my jaws and shoulders as a result of the ignored thoughts and feelings and not dealing with them.
I was exhausted. Normally, all my thoughts are just automatically mixed in with the facts. It took MUCH concentration to ONLY name the facts or to see things only as they were.
Some conclusions from the experiment so far and some things I learned:
I decided the experiment could be conducted in a better way. These are just some of the ways I observed that it could be better:
* Instead of simply trying to see the facts, it seemed better to simply separate the facts from my thoughts instead of just trying to ignore my thoughts. It seems to work better if I ask myself,
“What are the facts here?” and then ask myself, “What are my thoughts and feelings?”
“Are these neutral or accurate thoughts?” If not, “how could I make them accurate?”
If someone else is involved, “What are their thoughts and feelings? Based on their their experiences and reality (or what their reality could be), what do they mean or what could they be saying?”
“How can this be good? (or what is good about this?) and what can I learn from it?”
(Some of these questions may not apply to everything.)
What else did I learn?
It’s good to pause and then think if at all possible. I learn a lot that way.
I must replace things and thoughts that are not good with ones that are good! It’s a powerful lesson we teach in SFT Awareness and I was reminded of it’s importance first hand.
I was reminded of the importance of determining a mindset for life ahead of time. I was reminded of the importance of having a humble, positive attitude at all times always seeking truth and good. I learned Jarrod’s post on awesomeness first hand: When you seek to see things as they are you experience awesomeness automatically. (It’s a must read.)
Experiences were given to us for a reason - to learn a lesson from them and to draw good from them and use them for good. This was not anything I didn’t already know, but was reminded of it’s importance.
I see things much more objectively and listen better.
* To learn more about negative thoughts to avoid, take a look at the thinking error series. You can access all the thinking error posts (that I have blogged about so far) from this post about maximizing and minimizing.
What about you? Have you ever conducted an experiment on your thinking? Did you learn anything from my experiment?
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October 16th, 2008 at 5:25 pm
This is a VERY timely article for me to read! Had a pretty bad argument with my husband where he ended up saying “you only see things negative”, and when asked to point out the positive in what he said there isn’t any! I was only stating some facts as I saw them.
This exercise does seem a bit hard to do though, actually, i think it would be hard to train myself to filter out the facts and thoughts/opinions. I will definitely give it a shot though.
Thanks!
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October 16th, 2008 at 5:31 pm
I’m glad you got some experience with awesomeness
These days I am continually throwing away more and more thoughts and emotions. I’m discovering socially ingrained behaviours that are totally unnecessary and are sustained purely by fear.
I believe that if you try to see the good world you will see the good world, but you will miss the awesome world that naturally springs forth when you don’t try to see anything at all.
Thanks for the kind link
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October 16th, 2008 at 7:28 pm
Now that is a real challenge,I would imagine that it took a great deal of concentration and determination to continue. I would have to agree with Jarrod though. I prefer to see the world with a mind that is neutral enough to see everything.
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October 16th, 2008 at 7:46 pm
Hi Jennifer. I haven’t done anything quite like this. I “think” (there I go again), that the challenge is to not get too attached to my thoughts. To witness them and let them pass.
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October 16th, 2008 at 8:00 pm
Jennifer, this is a very powerful exercise. Yes, I have tried this before. This was one exercise we were made to do on a constant basis in a program called Landmark Forum. It infact, begins with this.
We were also made to pick up one incident from our past which was of hurt, pain, shame, embarassment … life changing difficult moment basically (preferably one which changed you). Then separate what had actually happened and what we added to it. Then we were asked to give 10 different interpretations/meaning to the same incident. One happy, one sad, one funny, one shameful, etc etc - each generating a different emotion. We were then asked to choose the most empowering one. And believe in it.
It was amazing. We could experience what choosing our own reality truly means.
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October 16th, 2008 at 9:07 pm
Kashmira, welcome! I’m glad to provide you with such a timely helpful post. Challenging? Yes, it is. But helpful! Good luck and take note of the things I learned before proceeding if you do this.
Jarrod, It was my honor to provide the link love. And it was great observing the awesomeness at your suggestion. I see exactly what you mean by missing out on the awesomeness by looking for the good. I think it depends on what’s at hand. I’m not real sure awesomeness is present in evil…. If that makes sense.
Carol, welcome! Or have you been here before? Challenging, concentration and determination, Oh yes. I am continuing with the experiment, just modifying it as I go where I see it needs improvement, as I noted above. The neutrality does definitely have a way of showing awesomeness.
Davina, yes, that is one of the purposes for the experiment - to learn not to become so attached to my thoughts.
Avani, that’s so neat that you have done this exercise before. I just made it up and some program out there actually uses this. How neat! I love the exercise you described! It’s amazing how we can change our perspective of something and help ourselves believe a whole new reality. I do it all the time now. It’s beautiful. Thank you for your comments.
October 16th, 2008 at 9:23 pm
I definitely like the suggestion of separating the facts from the emotions. If we can view things more objectively, we are better able to make wiser decisions.
I’m also now on the alert in my own thoughts. It helps to keep my reactions and over-reactions in check!
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October 16th, 2008 at 9:24 pm
If this makes sense then I am using my mind to much…:) But seriously, when you discover the evil that you yourself are capable of then you start to see the awesome core essence behind the evil in other people.
October 17th, 2008 at 5:20 am
Jennifer, I’m reminded of a time many years ago. I was probably 16 at the time. And I cutting the grass. What happened was that I had a “moment” - a moment where everything seemed right in the world, everything seemed magnificent - the sky, the trees, the grass. It was like I really felt like I was part of something bigger. After a minute or so, the moment passed. But it has stayed with me ever since. I have often described this as a God moment. Maybe it was also that I was truly experiencing things as they are, without reading my thoughts into them. Maybe I was really on what was going on, and not on what I thought was going on. I’m not sure this fully relates to what you’ve written yet - but it was the first thought that came into my mind. Maybe the hum of the lawnmower helped to “block” my thoughts. And in so doing, I experienced awesomeness on the highest level.
That was many years ago. At the time it was a profound moment (it stuck with me) - but only as profound as it can be for a 16-year old. How do I get back there - I’ve asked myself many times. Maybe this is it - maybe it’s in seeing things first without adding on my own mental lens. To experience first, before adding my own thoughts on.
I’ve wrote a lot, and I don’t know if it makes much sense to you, but it does to me. I see possibility in getting back to that place I’ve been - that place that was filled with all the awesomeness this world has to offer…
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October 17th, 2008 at 11:53 am
Evelyn, you are so right in how separating the facts from our thoughts and emotions can help us make wiser decisions. And it definitely helps keep our reactions and over-reactions in check. That was one reason I wanted to conduct this experiment. While it has been challenging, it has helped me in that area.
Jarrod, I had a feeling (preconceived notion
) that you might be back with something to say about that. And I’m glad you did. I wanted to see what you would say. I would definitely agree that if we start to see the evil that we ourselves are capable of that we will understand (at least to some degree) what’s at the core of the evil in others - But, I’m not so sure it’s “awesome.” I “think” I know what you are saying though, but maybe not.
Lance, that was an amazing story. Thanks for sharing that. I’m sure that I can’t understand it to the degree that you experienced it, but I think I understand what you were saying. It sounds like you had maybe blocked out all thoughts of what everything was and experienced it for what it really was, including yourself. I can see how that could make you feel like you were part of something bigger as you had no negative impression of yourself or anything else. Am I getting what you were saying? Your mention of the hum of the lawn mower reminds me of some forms of meditation where you hum to get on the same frequency of all the noise around you so you can block it out. Maybe that’s not related, I don’t know.
Maybe this can help you to get back to that same place. I don’t know if this will help you, but I try now to look at everything as a child would or someone who has amnesia or someone blind who can see for the first time. It’s like I’m realizing there’s a whole new world out there that I get to experience. I want to learn it all and soak it all in. I feel like I’ve really missed out on so much by not “seeing” it or understanding it. It’s really beautiful.
October 17th, 2008 at 10:52 pm
Hi Jennifer,
My music career mentor Tom Hess had us wear a rubber band around our wrist, and to snap ourselves whenever we realize we have a negative thought.
I thought it was phony but it’s been surprisingly effective. It does not deal with deeper conditioning of anxiety, fear and worrisome FEELINGS, but on the conscious plain it can really nip out the negative thoughts. I snap and go “hey, how else can I look at this?”
Some days my wrist was red…. but I don’t snap myself too often these days. And it’s been only a few weeks!
I think this is a natural extension on your series on thinking errors. You should link this to the end of that one, so people can see what you did with it next.
ari
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October 18th, 2008 at 2:33 am
Hi Jennifer - I’ve never experimented with my thought process, but after reading “The Power of Now”, I have tried to practice living in the moment. That has been eye opening for me as I find myself taking mental snapshots of what I’m observing, and worries drift away.
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October 20th, 2008 at 12:12 pm
Ari, I really like that rubber band suggestion. My mentor suggests getting one of those clicker counter things (You can get them from a sporting good store I think) and click whenever you have a negative thought. As the days go by you start having lower numbers on the counter. I haven’t done it. I just heard him suggest it the other day. I like the rubber band thing though as it does inflict some pain with it as an immediate negative consequence. Can we snap other people with a rubber band when they think negative?
Totally kidding there.
I did include a link to the last thinking errors post, but maybe a more obvious one would be better. Good suggestion. - Okay, just added that. By the way, there are many more thinking errors to be blogged about. I just had some other things I wanted to blog about first.
Barbara, that makes a lot of sense. The book sounds like a good read. I may have to check it out. It is really important to live in the now for many reasons.
October 24th, 2008 at 11:20 am
Love your blog, Jennifer! Thank you for your insights and sharing and I look forward to following your growth and learning further. Something that I think will resonate with you: http://on-common-ground.com/2008/05/01/10-rules-for-being-human
Namaste,
Roldan Smith, Writer/Coach/Facilitator
http://www.on-common-ground.com
http://www.thepowerofawareness.com
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October 24th, 2008 at 5:37 pm
Roldan, again welcome! and your welcome for sharing my insights. I look forward to sharing much more with you. So glad to have you here. I’ll have to take a look at your post.
October 26th, 2008 at 6:28 am
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November 10th, 2008 at 2:21 pm
Great experiment Jennifer! Sounds like it was a very valuable experience, and pretty mentally taxing as well, yet still very rewarding.
What is your criteria for determining what’s actually true? What do you KNOW is true, without a doubt, absolutely, for sure?
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November 11th, 2008 at 8:37 pm
Ariel, thanks for your comments and questions.
My criteria for knowing for this particular experiment was pretty simple. I tried just listing the facts. In other words, when walking down the road for example, I might say, “That is a dog. The dog is barking. The dog is looking in my direction.” If I thought it might be something that could be arguable (for lack of a better word), I would say something like, “That looks like a black dog to me. It looks to me like the dog is barking at me.” I tried to only name the most basic facts and then says things like “…looks to me like….” for anything questionable at all.
I also tried to apply the skill of accurate thinking by removing all thinking errors that I recognized. But simply reducing things to the most basic facts seemed to take care of this.
Aside from this experiment, I have ALWAYS found Jesus’ words to be true. It never fails. ….Just as Jesus himself said, “I am the way, the truth and the life….” I have always found that His words are true and always bring life.